WOOHOO~ VOLANS! WE ROCK! OUR FLAG ROCKS! OUR CAMPFIRE ITEM ROCKS! EVERYTHING ABOUT US ROCKS! BNCO, I'm taking you on! I'll survive! I won't fallout! VOLANS shall win best in EVERYTHING! YAY! ahahaha. I'm going crazy already. Can't wait for it to be over. Then still have a last session of NUS chemistry Project-practical. Then it's research, research and do poster and competition. Fish. After all these crap, I still have to plan cases together with Ang Pao for zonecomp. Ok, I shall just do it. I'll just accept anything that YOU throw to me, and aid my grp in WINNING EVERYTHING as a revenge towards YOU. What YOU expect is not gonna happen, and I'm not telling you what. Just be REASSURED that all of us will be trying our VERY BEST.
And, you-know-who, STOP blaming me for all the things WE did together. And, remember, I can contribute as much as you do. Don't ever try to STOP me from trying to help, even though I know my art and blahblahblah isn't very good. At least show some appreciation will you?!
And, I'm giving up on someone and something. I'm starting on a new journey.

Have you ever been in love? Horrible isn't it? It makes you so vulnerable. It opens up your chest and it opens up your heart and it means that someone can get inside you and mess you up. You build all these defences, you build up a whole suit of armour, so that nothing can hurt you. Then one stupid person, no different from any other stupid person, wanders into your life... You give them a piece of you. They didn't ask for it. They did something dumb one day, like kiss you or smile at you, and then your life isn't your own any more. Love takes hostages. It gets inside you. It eats you out and leaves you crying alone in the darkness. A simple thing like ignoring you or taking you for granted turns into a splinter working its way into your heart. It hurts, it truly does. Not just in the imagination. Not just in the mind. It's a soul hurt, a real gets-inside-you-and-rips-you-apart hurt. I hate love and will never believe in it ever again.

Don't ever ask me to smile again in THAT person's presence ever again. It can't be done. AND, I was NEVER in love, with ANYONE. GET THAT RIGHT. Don't piss me off.

YAY! BNCO course is over! It's quite ok actually, not as bad as we thought it would be. But, they should be a bit more reasonable. I just pierced my ears, and SOMEONE told me to change into earstick. NOW, I kenna infection alr. VERY good. And NUS project is going along well... :D

BTW, I got into Sec3 Loyalty. Goddamn it. Nobody is going to this ulu class...

arghhhhhhh. NUS project is killing me. And BNCO is coming soon...

luckily, minicomp is FINALLY over.

Like seriously, I am not that fond of minicomp anymore. Even though I shouldn't be hating minicomp, or shouldn't be brooding over the results, as the results is a gauge to see how much effort i put in, but still, who wouldn't get disheartened after two years of this kind of results?

I don't know... sigh. :/ I give up. It's alr my last minicomp, and all i could do was fail my leader, fail myself and I don't know is this good or bad-finally getting into zonecomp as a no.6.

That's it. I give up. I'm not gonna care about it for now. I'll just focus on NUS project and BNCO.

Sigh, I'm gonna get depression.