on a low note

Oh, today was boring. House meeting was crap. WASTE MY TIME! And yeah, I FINALLY gave Mrs Tan Lee Lee the Kayaking forms and money. FINALLY! *Whew* now a huge burden rolled off my shoulders~ RAHHH! Squadmates, next time dun give me so much crap! Hand in to your class coordinator, then THEY hand in to me. Or anyone else that is supposed to be in charge of something. And, the WuXi trip, I am supposed to write the SPEECH to give to the WUXI school and SAY it OUT in front of the WHOLE SCHOOL when we arrive in CHINA! OMG! I wanna die lah! Why?! WHY?! WHYYYYYYYYY?! WHY ME? (and another poor soul)

I saw Claudia Seah today ( OMG! SHOCKING!) when I went to give the kayaking forms. I saw her face-on at the staff room's corridor, so, being the random ( and perhaps polite?) me, I said "HI! Claudia!" She stoned for a couple of seconds and whispered: "hello..." Wow, she sounded DEAD. LIKE DEAD. YOU KNOW DEAD...

Then I ran down the stairs. Then a random pok called "Kelly" said that she needed to hand in CIP form. ( We were going home together, me, Kelly, Jia Xi) So we went up. When we were going up the stairs, Claudia Seah came down again. It was kinda like before, and I was being lame again, so I said "Bye" And she stoned for very,very,very,very,very,very,very,very,very long, then sort of *ghost whisper* "bye..."  I thought that she might just roll down the stairs. And REALLY DIE! OMG!OMG!

Haha, anyways, I might want to change my blogskin? Should I or Should I not? 

P.S: I WANNA PLAY BASKETBALL tmr! I WANT CCA TMR!

 I am deprived!!

SJ!SJ!SJ!SJ!SJ!SJ!SJ!SJ!SJ!SJ!SJ!SJ!SJ! I WANT IT!!!!

Nevermind. ARGHHH! HOMEWORK! MY PPR IS GONNA SUCK!

Prezzie!

Yay! I finally got something from my pen-pal! WHEEEEEEEEE! Most of the things are edible, and highly fattening. gosh, I am gonna get fat! My pen-pal also made a friendship braclet thingy and some stuff. Erm, they are nice but I doubt that I will wear it.

ANyways, I screwed up many subjects this term. I think I should just jump dowm the building and end my life. And, I am surrounded by Emo ppl. Like yeah, the EMO-ness is getting to me. 

PISSED >:( I am pissed off by the music theory and my yue du ji cheng. Ah well, I am gonna fail Chinese anyways. Who gives a damn huh? 

PISSED OFF >:(

...~~

I went swimming today!

WHEEEEEEEEEEEEEE! Now, I am talking to rita( on msn) To know more about Friday's CCA. Apparently it is very fun, and funny! So sad.

My whole body aching now. Argh! I played the piano just now. And, I found out my knuckles still hurt. Damn. And, I dunno P.O.P drills. I will DIE! Blah. I am being random. Anyways, I need to concentrate on writing to my pen-pal and talking to rita. BYE

The Air Rifle course was fun! Those are the pics. Yay! It is in sequence! The last picture shows the back of the 3rd pic. Imagine how scary it will be if the bullet hit you! *ouch* It will be almost like a gun-shot wound. I damn envious of some ppl lah! They damn pro. I think I am the lousiest! SUCKS. My knuckles hurt like hell. Squadmates, never use the knuckle method ok? Use the heel of your palm. Shitty person tell me knuckles more stable. Then others all shoot better then me. Shithead. The trip was fun. Noisy. I was suprised by how much noise the sec 4s could make. Anyways, now I need to mug for tmr's CL tuition. BYE.

BTW

btw, go to this website http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=scNRt1_7aNA, and fast forward to 2.40. So cool! best if you watch all of it. ENJOY!

Today I found out that, On SUNDAYs, 8.40 p.m, is the most popular time that ppl are on FACEBOOK. I have 18 online friends. WOW!

And, I ate some stupid Fat tuna sashimi yesterday and now I still have a bit of rashes. OMG! I Escaped from FOOD POISONING this time... *whew* Today was boring, need to finish yue du ji cheng. It still sucks, by the way.

Ehhh, seeing LiLan again tmr, if she still teach us that chpt, I might just die of boredom. 

:) ok, BYE!

TODAY?

Today is freaking HOT! But, My parents allowed me to on my AIR-CON! Yay! :) Anyways, today was boring. Yeah, The freaky osteopathic doctor cracked my bones (to re-align them). This is not the first time but it is still freaky. You hear your bones go "snap" And you will not( rather CANNOT) do anything to stop it. Brrrrrrrr. Anyways, I wanna go swimming tmr! I wanna get chao da! And, I NEED TO COMPLETE MY YUE DU JI CHENG! OMG! IT SUCKS. LILAN SUCKS!( for the first time I am saying this. Bad example.*tsk tsk*)

Anyways, I. A.M B.O.R.E.D. Someone do something to cheer me up? 

EMO? HEAD!

I have a sudden urge to be EMO! Thanks to Kai Ling, and all the other random memorises.

I want CLAUDIA SEAH's HEAD! I want CLAUDIA SEAH's HEAD! 

I want CLAUDIA SEAH's HEAD! I want CLAUDIA SEAH's HEAD! 

I want CLAUDIA SEAH's HEAD! I want CLAUDIA SEAH's HEAD!

I want CLAUDIA SEAH's HEAD! I want CLAUDIA SEAH's HEAD! 

I want CLAUDIA SEAH's HEAD! I want CLAUDIA SEAH's HEAD!

Maybe I will wait until P.O.P to confirm it~

CCA TODAY! ON THE 17/4/09!

Today, was an extraordinary day!

( Well, Actually, TODAY's MORNING WAS SUCKY! STUPID MATHS C.T! RUINED THE BEST DAY IN MY LIFE? I shall treat it as it never happened~) I made a poem for it!

Today, the Sky was  extraordinary blue !

Today, the Sun was  extraordinary bright!

Today, the clouds are nowhere in sight!

WOOOHOOOOOOOOOOO! My poem! Inspired by 17-4-09.

And we got OUR CLASS-TEE!

And today, WONG XIN YEE gave me my first KINDER-JOY!

I opened it and there was a shark inside :)

Before CCA, had council meeting, about...Can't tell you. We started inventing WILD names for our event and we had stuff like "bling bling", Some boobs-related stuff and lit stuff.Haha. HILARIOUS! OMG, first time having so much FUN in council! haha. And I said "it was fun", after the meeting, and Geraldine ( the EXCO person?) said that she was "proud of me." I was so shocked... I was just stating a fact? HELLO~ Damn embarassing? No one ever said that they were proud of me lah! So WEIRD~~

And, during CCA, at the last parade, CLAUDIA SEAH was OFFICIALLY ANNOUNCED AS P.C [P.C= parade commander ( P.O.P =parade)]

I CHEERED LIKE HELL! Not because I crush her. Because I can have her HEAD! 

WHEEEEEEEE!

Haha. I sms-ed her and requested for her head (Yay! Head! Head! Head!Yay! Head! Head! Head! hahahahaha), and she replied:

Also not oic -.-.

Then I continued crapping with her [ for more details, ask me on monday to show you ALL the sms-es], but now she never reply. And squadmates, she will MIND very much if we upload the video of her saying that she will give us her head if she become OIC.

So, don't do it. Or we might die a horrid death if she really become OIC.

Btw, Mrs Tan Lee Lee very nice, gave us cappuccino-chocolate easter eggs! I took two :) LOOK! It is so cute & delicious!

Haha. It's super nice. What a memorable day! First kinder Joy, then Class-tee, then CCA, then claudia seah becoming P.C, then EASTER EGGS!

LASTLY, CCA was erm, easy going today? We played CAPTAIN'S BALL, and I injured Cheok Yi ( oops, sorry) And collided with Yan Yi head on. *ouch* Now my head still hurts... *zrk* Then, footdrill, then pumping, then changing in and out of slacks. Ran ONLY two rounds today, and before CCA, I was like telling Kai Ling that I have a bad feeling that something BAD will happen. Instead, ALL THE GOOD NEWS CAME ROLLING IN! YAY! SNSJ ROCKS!

Well to end off, IT WAS A HAPPY, CRAZY, HIGH DAY! My best day in my whole 13 years!

OMG!

OMG! OMG! OMG! ******* ADDED ME ON FACEBOOK! OMG! OMG! So shocking!

Haha, I wouldn't tell you who it is! NOT EVEN if you try to threaten my life. This is private and confidential! AHAHAHAHAHAHAHA! 

But you might come to know of it anyways...

I hate speech

SHITY ASSHOLE, MOTHER-FUCKER, SON OF A BITCH, go FUCK yourself! My speech is tmr, and that Isabelle Chua arhhh, never come today! OMG! My speech is tmr lah, and I re-do it. AND NO ONE GRADED IT FOR ME OR GAVE ME ANY COMMENTS. CLASSMATES, I TELL YOU ARH, tmr my speech will SUCK. BIG TIME! So, don't listen to it, pls, or I might just FREAK OUT. OMG!OMG!OMG!  

ARGH! I have more than enough problems with human beans already! And now, speech, then after speech, yue du ji cheng, after that, maths C.T, and then blah, blah blah...

Ok. I am ranting. I need to vent off my fustration. But I warn ya, I have not cooled down yet. I doubt I ever would.

WORLD OF FAKES.

This world is filled with people, but they are not known as family, not so called "friends" and not anything. Those HUMANS, out there are just another organism.
The naive me once thought that "oh, SNGS is a good sch, so it shouldn't have "FRIENDS" like in my sucky primary sch."
But hey, thanks for opening up my eyes to reality, there is no " TRUE FRIEND" Out there. Just people to tag along so you wouldn't look like a loner.
I HAVE TRIED to be a good friend, starting from the moment I became a SN girl. But now, I have woken up from my deep slumber. I hid it for a year and it's going quite well. You awakened it. Too bad. Sorry will not help anymore. I know that this will hurt some's feelings, and you might break our friendship. But remember my previous post(on 09 April) , you are REPLACEABLE. You leave me, I can find another. If I can't too bad, I will be a loner. I don't mind. I can go to the gym, the library, etc... DON'T think too highly of yourself, that: oh, it's ok, she can't live without us.../ oh, she very tough one mah, no feelings de, i can say whatever i want about her.
If you have this thoughts, "I DON'T WANT TO SEE YOU IN FRONT OF MY FACE".(sounds awfully familiar, anyone?)
Hahaha, I am a human being just like you, I have a soul, a beating heart and feelings. You hurt these and you might not even know how you died.
BEWARE! Cross that line and you will hope that you were never born. ppl, don't blame me if my personality changed. (It did during my pri sch's traumatising experience) Pls, try to put yourself in my shoes. For this is not the first time something like this happened. And to tell you all the truth, the ones that were "close" to me and my "friends" hurt me the most.
I am sick of all this. I have tolerated you. You crossed that line.
This is OFFICIALLY THE LAST WARNING-TO ALL OF YOU.

BTW, thanks to Rita for her belt! Haha. A.I.C borrowed mine for zone comp until now... I think she keeping until nat comp. huuuu... Can someone tell me when is Nat comp?

P.D on 12 Apr.

Squadmates, I hate you. You all abandoned me. NONE of you volunteered for P.D today. Thanks arh, you leave me with aik ching ma'am to do P.D arhhh... Well, at first I didn't know that it was Aik Ching ma'am that's doing P.D with me, I asked her who is my partner, then she replied the next morning: I'll be doing P.D with you, but I'll be late..."
But nvm, she quite fun to be with for this P.D... My day started like this:
I arrived a bit late at AMK mrt taxi stand, but the driver("uncle Benard") was nice and said it's ok. Aik ching ma'am said that she will be late right?
Thus, I told the uncle about it and blah, blah...
Then she came! She said sorry to the uncle, and the uncle said it's ok. Because he very nice.
Then, on the ambulance, there was an awkward silence, like hey, would YOU suddenly start talking to your ma'am? HELLO? anyway, ya, the uncle driving broke the silence by asking us where we stay. Then, we both said WOODLANDS together, so cool right? (no lah) I was kinda shocked lah, didn't know got so many Sj ppl staying in woodlands...
Finally, we arrived at the weird weird name temple, we went in, and stoned there. I nearly became a statue I tell you. But Aik Ching got her geog tb, and some sch ws to do lah. But after less then half an hour, she also ran out of things to do. So, we stoned together. I was like praying for someone to get injured lah.
SUDDENLY, the crew said they need first-aid somewhere. But, we didn't have first-aid kit. So, we called the uncle( for the ambulance have first-aid kit). When the uncle came, they say, oh dun need liao, not so serious. I was like cursing away. And it started raining. So, I prayed that someone get fried by the lightning/ slip and fall... And, thus, to KILL TIME, me & aik ching had fun examining the contents of the first-aid kit. I saw one pocket mask, on the casing there was a sticker "maintenance". I was freaking amused, thus I asked her, why is the mask under maintenance? She laughed and said dunno, then we talked lots of crap about the stuff in first-aid kit, blah, blah... Afterwards, we stoned again...
Then, they say someone FAINTED! I was like woots! Someone fainted! And we ran there. The lame part comes in here. Thst guy got ASTHMA, BUT, he didn't bring his INHALER to this smoky place. I was thinking, what the crap, you think we god huh? Can save you without your medication? So, we left him to die. ( no, aik ching ma'am said that he just need good ventilation and more air.)
We went back to the lame and lousy first-aid post again... suddenly, the lighting and fans tripped/fused/just simply went dead. We were shocked? sort of.
Stone, stone, stone. I am turning to stone lah I tell you. Nearly become a statue.I was like when is lunch? ( because i neh eat breakfast). After another while of stoning and nodding off to sleep, lunch came. It was okok... GOT FISH INSIDE LAH! WTH!( the lady let us pick what we want to eat, there was fish+tofu+rice, the noodles=ee mian, and fish+something again. So obviously I choose the noodles lah. But also got fish inside!!!!) So cheapo, i hate fish. and the share of food too much lah, i only eat half( not very nice too, cheapo what), aik ching also eat half. Then, she say, oh, we should only open one pack leh. And we talked more crap? the lion dance came in lah! WTH? Hey, this is a first-aid post, you so noisy how casualty rest? Luckily no injured ppl there at that time. And then, we went home. On the ambulance, I asked next week got P.D or not, then Aik Ching ma'am said, have, but not for whites, it's for greens. So, to sum up, 1st week greens, 2nd & 3rd week WHITES.[haha, but aik ching ma'am DEGRADED herself to fill up today's vacancy. HAHA! It was hilarous the way she said it. " Ya, this week is SEC TWOS(<< emphasize alot, and open eyes damn big and stare at me)..."] zrk zrk,squadmates arhhh...
FINALLY, after all that, HOME SWEET HOME.
I LOVE P.D! Even though this P.D was quite eventful and enjoyable( with Aik Ching as my partner), it's more fun with squadmates!

Yay!Yay!Yay! I am going for P.D tmr! WOOOOOOHOOOOOOOOOO. I hope that I dn't forget to bring anything like the last time we went to EXPO... Right?
Checklist:
Full U components:
beret-check
hair net-check
blouse-check
name tag-check
belt-check
skirt-check
socks-check
boots-check
...
anything else squadmates?

public blog?

On a last note for today (I hope)
I AM MAKING MY BLOG PUBLIC FOR A DAY (24hrs) on my BIRTHDAY!- the 12th of Oct!
Celebrate~!
Rejoice~!
YIPPPPPPEEEEEEEE!
any objections?

DAMNED RAIN

OK. Gods up there in heaven, I forgive you today.
Because you stopped raining at the appointed time.
So, when I was unable to swim it isn't your fault anymore (well, partially though)
IT IS MY PARENTS! "aiya, you will catch a cold one, if you go and swim in the rain/ after the rain." This was after the rain.
You see, I predicted that It WILL RAIN in the afternoon during lunch. Because it ALWAYS RAINS when I wanna go swimming.
Thus, I persuaded my parents to bring me to swim earlier, at about 2 p.m. But, Those ignorant bastards ignored me and said, "aiya, you will become chao da and very ugly when you grow old. Will have freckles one you know! And then you will need to spend money to go do laser."
Hey old hag, who's like you, go do crappy facial treatment stuff? And even IF i really spend money, I THINK it is my money I am SPENDING.
Well, that's about it today.
Tmr, guys up there in the clouds,
If you dare make it rain,
I will personally deal with you when I go up to heaven I tell you.
I will stir up a rebellion up there and turn it into a living HELL!
Remember that. GOD DAMN IT! (Oops, gods, you can't damn yourselves eh? CURSE YOU! DAMN YOU!)
kays, enough cursing.
The definition if rain in Garfield: A mild depression.
It is ABSOLUTELY TRUE!
I was freaking depressed when it rained.
Well not totally depressed. More like: PISSED OFF, CURSED EVERYTHING UNDER THE SUN, START GETTING GRUMPY AND INFECTING THE WHOLE FAMILY, then, finally, gave up hope and DEPRESSED.
BTW, SNSJ! I MISS YOU! But wearing full U for P.D MIGHT just make it up to me for missing SJ for a week. I look forward to P.D on 12 Apr and SJ on coming Friday! WOOTS!
And tmr I am gonna collect my new passport! YAY!

F.

I hate you.
You are Stupid.
I want to go for a swim and get a tan.
You made it rain.
I am now throwing a tantrum at home now.
Are YOU happy?
Don't you feel guilty of making an innocent victim of your discrimination feel DEPRESSED?
You are an ass-hole. You better stop this fucking hell of a rain now before I get pissed off and curse you, violating the rules.
Then you will try to fry me with your thunder-bolt like Zeus.
And then you will miss me, and I will curse you so loudly that the whole world will stop worshipping you.
YOU FUCKING SON OF A BITCH. It better stop raining. I give you 1 and a half hour.
STARTING FROM: NOW...

You are replaceable.
You will not be my friend for life, because
You are too self-centred,
You think too highly of yourself,
You really know how to insult others,
You have no respect or thoughts for others. Most importantly,
You hurt me deep, real deep.
You caused irreparable harm to me with your words.
Your words are sharper than anything, for it didn't harm me physically,
You maimed me mentally.
I don't give a damn about you from this moment on.
I will still treat you nicely, because
I don't want to lower myself to your standards.
WAKE UP. Find your true self.
WAKE UP. Before it is too late and everyone starts to leave you.
This is my final warning to you.
No quarter will be given the next time.
Remember that.
Remember this whole message.
Keep yourself in check.
And think before you speak,
for you don't know whether are those your last words on Earth.
Now, BEGONE.
Begone from my mind.
Begone from my thoughts.
Begone like the wind.
Begone...Begone...Begone...

.................

I am depressed. I have loads of over-due cl stuff. And, tmr don't have sch. I wonder is it a blessing in disguise? I will miss out Sj... But, have time to do homework! Yay! So blah, blah, blah... Just typing all this for the sake of updating and reviving my blog arhhh. Don't expect too much from me.
Maybe tmr I will go swimming?

SJ! Warning 1

OK. This post is from me to SNSJ!
SNSJ, you ah, give me loads of trouble! MORE TROUBLE THAN TEACHERS, HOMEWORK, AND TESTS ALL TOGETHER!
Just now, at about 10p.m. plus, 4th of April 2009,Many squaddies ask me I got do PD tmr. Of course no lah. I intended to go on 12/4/09. SO, I asked Aik Ching ma'am. Then she replied: can you go tmr? Not enough ppl! WAAAAAAAAAA! GIVE ME HEART ATTACK AH! A.I.C borrowed my belt for zone comp till now haven't return. I need to borrow for Kai Ling for next week leh! Suddenly tell me to go tmr, ask squaddies to help and bring belt for me tmr MORINING! This is seriously SIAO! I not What president leh. Squadmates will confirm help one meh? I seriously doubt so.
Then, finally settled the siaosiao issues that cropped up. *WHEW* But, from last year until now, I got scolded by my PARENTS for more than 10 times because of SJ's( not only SNSJ)lousy planning and organisation.
ANd, SJ,(especially SNSJ) Has been giving me heart attacks( like the incident mentioned above). I swear, one day, if I die of hear failure/ heart attack, it is because of SJ. You will be guilty for ALL ETERNITY! Curse you!
Thus, SJ, you SUCK!
But, I still love SNSJ. All the stuff above are all my rantings. That was what I felt.
Byes

111...

YAY! This is my 111st post!!!! I am having a throbbing near exploding head now... dots, the usual. And I got minor friction burn in my palm and it was bleeding when I was doing my cl tuition hw. Ehhhhh.... Now must redo it lah! How to hand in blood-stained stuff huh?!
And today's Geog paper was so much easier than the previous ones. And, compared to our surprise first-aid test, you can say it's less than a piece of cake.
Seriously, I think that I might just fail it and get over with "dying". Just let the ma'ams kill me lah. I can R.I.P.
Last note:
Things are not the same as before. Everything changes with TIME. I shouldn't have went in too deep. The deeper I go, the deeper I will be confused and EMO. I should have known from the start. Thus, get the hell out of my life.

APRIL FOOLS UPDATE!

Haha! Finally! I am gonna blog about our class' april fool. We were not as crazy as 2 truth to play with pads lah. We tried 3 or 4 tricks, but only two were(kinda) successful.... (I played a trick on the whole class. It works! haha) Both are li lan's lessons! She so gullible right?
No lah. Is we too smart. Then, after all the jokes she keep on saying our brains are rotten or something.
Success no. 1!(mine only!)
I ran back to class. I had the key that day. So I unlocked the door, slipped in unnoticed, closed the door, no lights or fans. Then, Amelia and co. they thought I very slow, never come up yet... I was trying not to laugh my ass off... Haha. But it the end, can take it lah. They still gong-gong standing outside. I went to open the door...
Success 2!
Me and someone else we held the door, off-ed the lights and fans, and pretended that nobody was onside. LiLan was like puzzled, why we not inside?
Then someone gave away the game. A table creaked! Lilan then yelled that she know we inside. Then, we ran back to our seats and act guai. HAHAHAHA!!!
Success 3!
For CME, we swap class with Hope. BECAUSE WE LOVE DU JIA! Then, the hope ppl not enthu one. I said class stand( in Chinese lah, toots), then Du jia damn shock. Why we were there. But she very sporting! She played along. She wanted to start lessons as usual! OMG! When the REAL hope ppl say want to come back, she pretended she dunno them!!! HAHAHA! But LiLan was late, then saw a huge grp of ppl crowding at hope's door. So, THE HOPE PPL gae us away. Then LiLan think we siao-siao. Say we very lame...etc...blah....shit... Whatever lor! No fun de.
Anyways, My macbeth sucks BIG TIME TODAY! I forgot loads of lines. And I refuse to face the freaking !!!! Whatever... I nearly said the f word. But no, I didn't.
HAHAHA! Last year april fool also not so fun. Hope next year can be better! MUST LEARN FROM TRUTH! PLAY WITH PADS! "BLOOD-STAINED" PADS!
LOL. Freakingly amused.
Study for geog! If I dun get at least a B3, I will ? Byes!