LOST... FILLED WITH SORROW...

Ok. I am LOST. As in, seriously lost. I am facing another difficult decision( Just as I had been in the last 3 to 4 yrs). My camps dates crash. (As you know, one is an NUS chem camp, the other is St.John's)
<<<< I love you SJ deep down in my heart!!!!>>>>>>>>>>>>> (ignore that)
Now, I have two paths to go on.
1: Go the NUS Camp and forgo my DIEDIEMUSTGO de MINI COMP!
2: Go to MINI COMP ANd forgo NUS Camp.
I hope there is 3: Go to both 1/2 day and go mini comp straight after 2.( cut a bit of NUS Camp lah.)
It is a horrid thing, to make decisions. I hope NOBODY will be faced with this type of SHIT!!!
The end is proving difficult. Tonight is the night, the moment of truth. Which path should I pick? I am dead DEEP DOWN IN MY HEART.............