19 July 2010

HeeHee!

Haha! I went out with ANDREA TAN just now! YAY! So fun! And I was late because I was doing something! And, Andrea's damn NICE! She always accompanies me VERY VERY PATIENTLY! HAHA! I <3 HER! And all my squadmates? haha! P.E tmr! I hope we don't get a muddy field >.NIGHTS!

16 July 2010

Woosh. First cca! Time flies when we were doing F.D... Wow. I got a shock when they said it was already 6plus! HAHA! CCA is fun, in a different way now. But I feel weird to be screaming things to juniors that were screamed to us previously! hee. I'll try to get used to it! Squadmates, Let's create a legacy that no one has ever left behind! :D

10 July 2010

I LOVE the P.O.P THIS YEAR! Barbie dance, Oh!, Telephone, BONAMANA! WHEEEEEEEE! WE ROCK! WE ARE THE BEST YO! The games was kinda EPIC FAIl... But I hope the greens had FUN! I hope they are pleased with our performance and how we organised P.O.P! Squadmates, let's make some sort of feedback form? And I'm sure we can make SJ SHINE :)
Seniors, we'll miss you, and I can't be playing ball games all the while, as SOMEONE will come back and slap me :(
HAHA! I am damn high now! But it's damn weird... Like, whoosh! People you have been seeing and listening to them screaming are now leaving... Sad.
But nevermind! OHHHHH! NOBODY CRIED TODAY (I shall treat it as no one cried, I don't care!) YAY! WE SUCCESSFULLY MADE A HAPPY P.O.P! WOoHOO! A happy farewell is the best!
hee. But I'm damn traumatised by the encore for Oh!... And some comments from certain someone(s) at the we-seeked-refuge-from-susie-place-that-had-a-funeral-several-days-ago.
*If you were a guy, I would have a crush on you* OMG! and *I never knew you could dance, so sexy-ly too* HAHAHA! I'll remember it for life!
OMG OMG OMG... I'm traumatised! Is it damn rare for me to be dancing something like Oh! ?
HAHA! Squadmates, if we are going for AN, let's do "NO OTHER" ok?
All in all: Au Revoir, Je Taime. Goodbye, I love you. P.O.P'10
IT ENDED WITH A (lot of) BANG(s)
*Balloon bursting because susie is chasing us out*

09 July 2010

Goodbye

My heart that loved you
my eyes that looked at you
ARE STILL HERE.

Oh baby say goodbye, for a short while goodbye.
The talk about goodbye, I’ll put it aside for a short while.
When I open that door and take one step
your breath that’s conveyed to the tip of my nose

In the cold wind the feeling of your warm hand stays for a while
all your traces become tears and stay on my cheeks
After i go on for a trip for a short while
and wipe off my heart wrenching wound
after time passed by when I meet you
I will tell you that I missed you

Oh baby say goodbye, for a short while goodbye.
The talk about goodbye, I’ll put it aside for a short while.
When I open that door and take one step
your breath that’s conveyed to the tip of my nose

today when the sun sets and the moon rises again, it’s still the same
oh why is my heart changing this fast
your appearance that resembled the blue sky rains
when my body gets wet from this rain i’ll hide my running tears

Oh baby say goodbye, for a short while goodbye.
The talk about goodbye, I’ll put it aside for a short while.
When I open that door and take one step
your breath that’s conveyed to the tip of my nose

In the past when I did whatever I wanted and was foolish
you who embraces all of that are really precious

Oh baby say goodbye, for a short while goodbye.
The talk about goodbye, I’ll put it aside for a short while.
When I open that door and take one step
your breath that’s conveyed to the tip of my nose

Oh baby say goodbye, for a short while goodbye.
The talk about goodbye, I’ll put it aside for a short while.
I’ll go back to the place
When I once was

When I open that door and take one step
so that I can stand in front of you who i missed

My heart that loved you
my eyes that looked at you
I’ll WAIT…


I love this song! But, I don't think this is true in real life. Haha. Once you lose someone precious, you'll never get them back... There's no way to "go on for a trip for a short while and wipe off my heart wrenching wound. After time passed by when I meet you, I will tell you that I missed you."

Perhaps you are not reading this, or you don't know how I feel... But, if you can say all that to a third party, I'll gladly reveal more. You betrayed my trust for you, you know how I felt when another left for good, you know how much I hate it. And yet, why are you doing the same? Have I not done enough?
I hate you, and I'll never forgive you. I had enough. You defile my eyes, befoul the air, and pollute the environment.
Just get out of my life, I don't ever want to see you, ever. YOU HAVE NO RIGHT TO BE PISSED AT ME. FUCK OFF.